Friday, January 13, 2006
paul and joann
Paul Ng Eng Tan.
He made Joann so damn freaking engrossed into him. She complains whenever he didn't call, became hysterical each time he calls in. Oh please he is a damn sissy to me though he is slightly taller than average guys, 1.75m. If he passes by me along Ang Mo Kio Central, I won't turn back or even gossip anything about him.
This freaking sis of mine got her damn cute and gentle voice over the phone. Joking around, telling him everything! Laughing at whichever things that he mentioned, sharing with him even those that she told me or did not (extra toppings only goes to him). I'm not being greened with vinegar, scolding at the sour grapes that was in her mouth. She shares with him everything. Soon they will share the same shirt and shorts, believe me. And hello, she knows him for less than a year and could get even a better relationship than I had with her for sixteen years. Balance that!
Joann locks the door whenever he calls, so that our parents will be delayed before entering the room. It was for her to whisper to him "Hold on a minute, someone is at the door". Freakly clever. That time I talked to my boy friend also never lock door what so ever. Why do things so secretly when you are actually going so well with him!? Fuck. I lectured her about this and she just gave me a silly smile that made me wanna slap the head off her neck. I listened what Joann said just now and concluded that Paul always ask about people around her, her good friends around her, then asked for the gender. Showing her that he CARED and is CONCERNED if any guys wanna know her or something. What the fuck is this. Flirting over the phone with a two year younger innocent smiling tigeress late at night for hours. She is having her stupid N level this very year! Fuck. If she doesn't do well in her prelims, she's going to get it from me. I'll confront Paul Ng very soon if the life plot continues.
Joann if you're reading this, believe me. I can easily accomplish the things I want to do.
Just now, Jordan messaged me. Wanting to make a promise with me that we will patch back after knowing and passing our O level results. Another fuck topic of the week. I want honey bees and not these irritating house flies. I told him I wasn't interested and blabbered all sorts of stuff that gonna make him cry in his pants. But guess what I had in the end: I'll secretly love you and stay by you whenever you need someone to talk to.
What the fuck. If you want to secretly love me, dun say it out. It's no longer a secret anymore and I dun appreciate any love from houseflies. Yes I might have stead with him three years ago but that was when I was stupid and foolish. Ever since Terence, I've never truely like any guys. It's not the theory of "once bitten twice shy" which I always mouthed about. The passion is gone. I've seen other things in life that is far better than boy-girl relationship. At least I won't get to be hurt, or stab people's heart, ruining weakling's lives. I got tired and everything that is down. Please stop bugging around my ears.
I just want my perfect honey bee. Thank you all.
He made Joann so damn freaking engrossed into him. She complains whenever he didn't call, became hysterical each time he calls in. Oh please he is a damn sissy to me though he is slightly taller than average guys, 1.75m. If he passes by me along Ang Mo Kio Central, I won't turn back or even gossip anything about him.
This freaking sis of mine got her damn cute and gentle voice over the phone. Joking around, telling him everything! Laughing at whichever things that he mentioned, sharing with him even those that she told me or did not (extra toppings only goes to him). I'm not being greened with vinegar, scolding at the sour grapes that was in her mouth. She shares with him everything. Soon they will share the same shirt and shorts, believe me. And hello, she knows him for less than a year and could get even a better relationship than I had with her for sixteen years. Balance that!
Joann locks the door whenever he calls, so that our parents will be delayed before entering the room. It was for her to whisper to him "Hold on a minute, someone is at the door". Freakly clever. That time I talked to my boy friend also never lock door what so ever. Why do things so secretly when you are actually going so well with him!? Fuck. I lectured her about this and she just gave me a silly smile that made me wanna slap the head off her neck. I listened what Joann said just now and concluded that Paul always ask about people around her, her good friends around her, then asked for the gender. Showing her that he CARED and is CONCERNED if any guys wanna know her or something. What the fuck is this. Flirting over the phone with a two year younger innocent smiling tigeress late at night for hours. She is having her stupid N level this very year! Fuck. If she doesn't do well in her prelims, she's going to get it from me. I'll confront Paul Ng very soon if the life plot continues.
Joann if you're reading this, believe me. I can easily accomplish the things I want to do.
Just now, Jordan messaged me. Wanting to make a promise with me that we will patch back after knowing and passing our O level results. Another fuck topic of the week. I want honey bees and not these irritating house flies. I told him I wasn't interested and blabbered all sorts of stuff that gonna make him cry in his pants. But guess what I had in the end: I'll secretly love you and stay by you whenever you need someone to talk to.
What the fuck. If you want to secretly love me, dun say it out. It's no longer a secret anymore and I dun appreciate any love from houseflies. Yes I might have stead with him three years ago but that was when I was stupid and foolish. Ever since Terence, I've never truely like any guys. It's not the theory of "once bitten twice shy" which I always mouthed about. The passion is gone. I've seen other things in life that is far better than boy-girl relationship. At least I won't get to be hurt, or stab people's heart, ruining weakling's lives. I got tired and everything that is down. Please stop bugging around my ears.
I just want my perfect honey bee. Thank you all.