Thursday, November 10, 2005

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03. 35pm > Nah i dun want movies. Sorry. Actually i didn't know that i still feel for terence, until #conversation about him starts#. I felt like i *am* with him, i still love him but not as strong le. No need to feel me, i dun want to be felt. I... only treat you as my friend. ...

03. 39pm > My hair are nothing la. Terence also used to play and smell with it. The only difference now is that i'm without him. Thank you for putting in all the effort.

03. 43pm > I'm sorry. He really grabbed the whole of my heart. I counselled myself for half a year to stop crying for him. He didn't and dun wish to know. Better this way?

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* typo in message: was
# typo in message: you talked about him

Sigh, i think i still love him. Last night before sleeping, he came into my mind. I myself was shocked that i announced my passion for him, hais.. I thought i really dun feel for him le (._.) Don't think he still remember the times we were together. If not, we would have gone back after my O level last year..?

I'll try hard to be myself, be the one before 21 April 2004. After the tough 15 months, he's not out of my ribs yet. No wonder some people say, it takes years to stop loving their man/woman. True.

Today's english are okay but there's still a chance of failing k, lol. First time i wrote section A and B within the word range X) And my comprehension summary first time hit 150 characters. I slept a while after doing the P2, very tired. Half of my brain cells died -.- Partly because of the sickening cold air con. I was wearing jacket already but still so..... I missed my blanket.

Physics is such a straw man! [ Straw = to suck ] -.- stressed. I want to go Singapore Poly. Even so, the whole campus so big.. The possibilty of seeing him is 10% due to the different in courses and timing, zzzzzzzz.