Wednesday, November 09, 2005
chem. fairy tale
CHEMISTRY is finally over -.-
ZZz i forgot some facts, SIAN.
Demon cat came to YYSS. Told him not to come le still come! I know my area well. And confirm go home after my papers, so no point coming. Sigh..
Thank you for coming all the way from north to east, just for that few minutes of going towards the lift. Thank you for continuing what 273 did. But sorry my heart wasn't with me anymore. Mr 273 either kept (i'd think not) or threw it away since last year... That's why i do not love anymore :'(
Demon cat is drawing happy ending for me and Mr 273 . He narrated our story into a fairy tale, but i didn't want to continue listening to the perfect story. It may seem to be that way but i've lost track of what Mr 273 thinks and feels. My life isn't rich enough to get back that guy. Things are not the same anymore? The higher hopes you build, the more disappointed you shall be. So i duwan to hurt myself with dreamy fairy tales again.
I once believed he was the one, he proved me wrong. I let myself down, still holding onto my past. But simply, i couldn't help it :( Maybe like what he said, I am naive.. .
I'm going to my dreamland soon. I'd always dream about what was on my mind in the day. Really -.- I dehydrated in last night's dreams. For twice, I woke in the dawn hunting for my water bottle.
SIGH. Later will wake for ENGLISH and PHYSICS T.T 3 papers in a day.
I'll be working on friday and saturday, sian 1/1. I hate working on weekends, no self entertainment and I would have to cancel bball game -.- ARGH.
ZZz i forgot some facts, SIAN.
Demon cat came to YYSS. Told him not to come le still come! I know my area well. And confirm go home after my papers, so no point coming. Sigh..
Thank you for coming all the way from north to east, just for that few minutes of going towards the lift. Thank you for continuing what 273 did. But sorry my heart wasn't with me anymore. Mr 273 either kept (i'd think not) or threw it away since last year... That's why i do not love anymore :'(
Demon cat is drawing happy ending for me and Mr 273 . He narrated our story into a fairy tale, but i didn't want to continue listening to the perfect story. It may seem to be that way but i've lost track of what Mr 273 thinks and feels. My life isn't rich enough to get back that guy. Things are not the same anymore? The higher hopes you build, the more disappointed you shall be. So i duwan to hurt myself with dreamy fairy tales again.
I once believed he was the one, he proved me wrong. I let myself down, still holding onto my past. But simply, i couldn't help it :( Maybe like what he said, I am naive.. .
I'm going to my dreamland soon. I'd always dream about what was on my mind in the day. Really -.- I dehydrated in last night's dreams. For twice, I woke in the dawn hunting for my water bottle.
SIGH. Later will wake for ENGLISH and PHYSICS T.T 3 papers in a day.
I'll be working on friday and saturday, sian 1/1. I hate working on weekends, no self entertainment and I would have to cancel bball game -.- ARGH.