Friday, September 02, 2005
marriage
Slept at 12 30am last night.. Woke up by 12nn this afternoon. Finally i could sleep till noon.
Hmm i dreamt that i was engaged with SOMEONE. I was very happy then didn't want to wake up ah. The feeling was very weird and unbelieveable. I'm still at my current age then that SOMEONE wants to marry me, lol. We same age lah. Err.. I shall not say who that person is lah, haha. Emm every thing seemed so real, though i know it was just a dream :D But happy ah. hahaha. Ri You Suo Si, Ye You Suo Meng But i hadn't been thinking of marrying him ah! LOL.
Joann is very paranoid nowadays ever since that day came, argh. She kept asking me the same questions about him. Eg, "Is he online? Are you talking to him?" I'm annoyed by her nagging. Wishful thinking bah? To me, if you're fond of somebody, dun like him/her full. Cuz if the other party don't feel what you do, it's gonna be heartbreaking. I told her and him not to love but they simply dun agree on what i said. They might be right about caring for their "true love", but what for suffer because of the one way traffic? If you happen to know any of their serious flaws or that they're attached suddenly, you could take back all of the feelings and search for mister/ miss right..
HIM didn't sms me for today, might be enjoying his badminton game with his friends now. Perhaps without contacting, he will forget me bah? HE and i are normal friends :D

Hmm i dreamt that i was engaged with SOMEONE. I was very happy then didn't want to wake up ah. The feeling was very weird and unbelieveable. I'm still at my current age then that SOMEONE wants to marry me, lol. We same age lah. Err.. I shall not say who that person is lah, haha. Emm every thing seemed so real, though i know it was just a dream :D But happy ah. hahaha. Ri You Suo Si, Ye You Suo Meng But i hadn't been thinking of marrying him ah! LOL.
Joann is very paranoid nowadays ever since that day came, argh. She kept asking me the same questions about him. Eg, "Is he online? Are you talking to him?" I'm annoyed by her nagging. Wishful thinking bah? To me, if you're fond of somebody, dun like him/her full. Cuz if the other party don't feel what you do, it's gonna be heartbreaking. I told her and him not to love but they simply dun agree on what i said. They might be right about caring for their "true love", but what for suffer because of the one way traffic? If you happen to know any of their serious flaws or that they're attached suddenly, you could take back all of the feelings and search for mister/ miss right..
HIM didn't sms me for today, might be enjoying his badminton game with his friends now. Perhaps without contacting, he will forget me bah? HE and i are normal friends :D
