Monday, May 16, 2005

wedding

*TIRED* working almost everyday. facing the same kind of books. ZZZ haha. having mummy in the same company, makes me smile whole day long. i simple love working with her.. due to mingai's results is always playing stock, she hopes to work only in the day, then help her studies at night.. sadly, i've to fill up the "space" at night. by the time i reach home, it would be around 11 plus already. at times, i don't even have 8 hours of sleep!

well well. yesterday was at causeway point.. mummy and i had mac for breakfast, sushi for lunch and kfc for dinner. i treated her mac & sushi, then she treated me kfc. lol~ tomorrow would be at the Amara Hotel, around tanjong pagar mrt.. scarly there got Samara *scared* haha~ anyway, i should be working this morning, but i wanted to play basketball. i havent been on court for like, one month or less. felt like a living zombie.. this morning, went PLK to shoot for 2hours plus. cuz soon, peiting and her husband would be organising basketball game at her place. i wont wish to be off-form on that day, so better buck up :P not long enough, it rained AGAIN. disappointed, mingen and i went heartland to shop around the yet-to-open shops. wanted kfc for breakfast, so took 112 bus, looped around hougang then to the mall. went strolling in ntuc, etc. then, we were the first customer in kfc. hahaha~ mingen met her friend there, was junwen's previous stead i guess. break liao :X hmm then bought wallet, lalalala~ black color, gloss type. hehee!!

soon, i'm going off to bathe then to sleep. tonight would be my eldest cousin, michael's wedding dinner with jacelyn. i hate facing the relatives, not that i'm not filial. just that, they sure ask about us, critizing our lifes. the story goes like this: in 2002, because of my uncle's fall, he had to be admitted to the hospital. kengjiew, he lived with us ever since grandpa left this world. my uncles never had the time to come down to take a look at him. kengjiew is mentally disabled and really very dirty. sometimes he would walk along the living room, naked. we were young that time, so we only knew to run back to our rooms, hide and complain to our parents. though mentally disabled, he knew that he could not enter our rooms. he had a room and a toilet of himself. when my family gathered to watch tv in master room, he might sit at the door area, watching with us :) sometimes i really hope that he's perfectly normal. i do have times when i wanted to invite him in to watch with us. when his mum was having him (the 10th baby), she wanted to stop and ate loads of pregancy pills. as he grew older, he had difficulties aiming the toilet bowl. faeces fell every where and my poor mum had to clean it.. he fell, tripping over his own legs, sent to hospital and went semi coma. my family cried and felt very sorry when seeing him living in pain. though we cant communicate with him, feelings do exist. he died after lying in the hospital for 11 months. that caused us a bomb. because of the change in religion (from buddhist to christain), they condemned us loads. they didnt help to foot the bill for kengjiew's hospital bills and left the 5 of us living in agony. soon, we moved house. *sigh*

oops, i should be talking about the wedding and i brad about this :X whatever the case, i detest them. hope they wont ask about my education. "i was born intelligent, but education ruined me", quoted. haha.. i'm there to eat shark's fins and abalone only. lalalala~


|5:04 AM|

JACYNDA

    If I were to write our
    names, I will draw it on
    a circle, not a heart;
    because a heart can be broken, but a circle
    NEVER ends
    .


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