Saturday, September 04, 2004
Why am I still walking up and down outside your door when you've already moved?
We had Chinese Paper today. Haiz, sian. I duwan to retake de leh. That ah Aw say better take. B3 alright mah =X Haiz. I today also no mood to do ah. Very sian. I was very very sleepy and dunoe what to write for my Chinese compo. Zzz. Anyhow make up a story and write lor. Then Paper2.. Worst ah. I read the compre halfway, my eyes closed. Zzz. Then I faster woke up and read it again, 2nd paragraph I sleep again. Dunoe why today so tired ah. Then I anyhow do my paper. Zzz. Then sleep without minding about the teachers. Lol. Sleeping is all I have in me. Haha.. Sleeping beauty mah =X Lol. But I prefer Beauty and the Beast. Love the song also. Haha. Eh.. Mummy went to work. I did all the chores again lor. I feel like a maid leh. Haha.. Next time I no money, no job I go Africa be maid. Haha.. Yesterday I talked to Sinyee mah. Very funny. We say Alicia, her and I be lesbians. Then we marry. Lol, children, adopt lor. But Alicia say she want to give birth. Haha.. I want to look after the baby! Haha.. Then Sinyee feed the baby =Xx Then I say I duwan to sleep in the living room. Sinyee very good ah, she volunteer to sleep in the living room. Hahaha.. I find it very funny lor. Haha.. Then today I told Alicia about the plan. Haha, very funny. That's our future plan. Lol. Ferline emailed me and explained everything.. It's the best if I believe her ba. Haha.. And I know why the Siskaz5 got separated le. Haiz. Suan le, since she wants it this way, I'll let her be. She said why we dun hate her. Mad. I like being with Sinyee and Alicia. =D I posted him letter this morning. Sianz. I dunoe what I want now. I just want to sleep and after a few years pass, I wake and find myself in a coffin ba. Haha.. I see couples holding hands, I miss him. I see couples laughing away, I miss him. I hear his name being called, I miss him. Why am I so stupid. I dunoe. Born lidat. Zzz.. Being playboy and playgirl better leh, wun be hurt after breaking up. It's only playing after all.. Purest of pain. I duwan to see you as I duwan to avoid eye contact. Before, seeing you made me feel confident. Now, seeing you made me heartache.. Why am I still walking up and down outside your door when you've already moved? =S *Miserable leh. Haha..