Saturday, September 11, 2004
I lied
Haiz. I've got nothing to blog yesterday and today. However this is another sad day. My good friend broke with her bf. I dun wish to mention who. Why are guys lidat? Why they love their girlfriends when they are good and sweet and break their hearts just because guys are stressed and girls arent sweet for just a few days? Why. Is he carrying on easy? Haiz.. When I watch love tv, I avoid it. Cuz I know that I'll cry for sure. His favorite songs and love songs also will make me sour. Why why why. Last night, I cried when I listen to radio.. His fav songs, the memories we had and all. I cried. Does he know? I love him, does he know? Yesterday my sisters and I went to play basketball. A sec2 guy asked me if I can be his friend. Siao.. Then I smiled and told him that a Hi-and-Bye friend is enough. I duwan to make friends this way. Anyway, I wasnt interested in them too. My heart only has him. Really leh. I can sompah. Haiz. Just now I watch the Good Daddy show, channelU at 7pm de. I cried leh. Very touching. Haiz. I hope that we can be together, I cross my fingers. I love you, I cross my heart. I lied to you that I dun care and love you anymore.. I lied.. ...