Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Clap or Slap? I'm smiling!!
Heys. Last night I typed him an email. Then he talked a lot. Ridiculous I am, said he. Highly is he? No feeling anymore and left. Nice show *clap clap*. Or should I slap? Hahaa. Ermm. Yea.. 'Stop hovering the idea about getting Terence back', he said. He added a lot of 'Lol' there.. Hahaa.. He talked a lot then I sat back on my chair, reading what he typed. Surprisingly, I wasnt crying. I was down, but tears dun fall. Maybe it's cuz I was tired, or dehydrated. No water, hahaa. 'People say that I play you and take you as a sub for Ferline, let it be. Whu cares', he said. Wow. What a great guy he is. Hahaa.. Din know I loved a hard hearted guy. I loved the wrong one. Though I'm still empty, I would live happier than ever. Last night the great Daddy show on channel U said "Yao Zhen Xi Yan Qian You De Dong Xi". Okay, I'll treasure my dearest family and my darling friends, instead of living here, keeping myself in suspense. Ermm.. Sorry for being sad, Alicia and my Sistars and Carmen.. Sorry for wanting to die, Benson. Alicia, thank you for consoling me though the fact is already been revealed. I'll heed Leslie's advice and go on for the next round of basketball tournament. I've been hurt and thought I would perform greatly, but I din. Sad, but it's okay. I duwan to be sad anymore. Depression is detrimental. ^^ Friends, I'm really alright and I hope I can be this happy all the time. Geez, thanks for standing by me when I was down. =D