Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Are we really fated?
Sad. Today we got Eng p2 and Chemistry.. I cried again last night. I just feel very upset and everything. My sis talked to me and I eat bread as I talked [I was hungry =X] Then the bread was wet.. Eeez. Lol, Haiz. Very upsetting la. Then in the morning, I greeted him with a good luck. I really hope that he can do well. He always play a lot when he should be there studying de. Haha.. Tian cai? Last night I thought a lot. Even if there's a lot of handsome MVPs, even is Kazuhiko Aikawa really becomes a real person, even if JunJie is my close friend, it is still him that I love. I dun give a damn to anybody else. I only want to love him and that's it. lll Sompah. Then in the morning, I was last minute reading my chem notes. I haven been studying for the whole holiday. Was sad, was playing basketball, was skating and blading. No time. Morning, as usual, got that same GYSS guy. He was alone. Then I there flipping through my papers then he keep looking at it. Siao one.. There so many spaces duwan to stand, he stood right in front of me. -_- Before I broke with Terence, I was like 'Dun keep looking. I got one handsome boyfriend'. But now, haha. Then I walked to school with Wenyi. Haiz. Talked a lot. Then I very sad. Then she also got blog de mah.. Lucky for her, ignaz read her blog. I did put my webby on my MSN nick. Did he read? I guess not ba. I'm already a nobody? And he is busy with his games, study and life. Haiz.. I dunoe what to do now leh. Can anybody bless me with an advice? Wenyi said 'If a chain is meant to break, it will break eventually. But if the iron of it strongly holds onto one another, its fate may change.' But will it? We liked each other after months.. July 2003 I think.. Then never talk until March 2004, we liked each other, then stead. Are we really fated? But I'm scared. I duwan to love another body. I just want him and only him. I'd promise to be good. I will..