Sunday, August 29, 2004
Disappointment needled through my heart.
I was told that he was sick. I went to buy herbal tea for him. I din give it to him personally. I asked my friend for help. Then he rejected and told me sorry. Guys really must have ego de meh? 'Dun accept things readily. That's me'. Wow. Haha, nevermind la. Since he dun appreciate my kindness and caring for him, then it's okay. After our Maths remedial, Sy, Alicia and I went to J8. Took photos and all.. Very funny la, haha. But hor, I wasnt feeling the outmost happy, I still do feel incomplete right inside. He is the first guy I love head over heels, first guy I like who dun play basketball de. Haha, he's unique in every ways, a guy with very very high ego lor. Haha. To forget someone is to love another. But to love another, it's to forget that Someone. So how? Haha.. The course of true love never did run smooth. Life was once full lor, but love is shortlived. Haha.. Maybe he's not the one for me ba. Am trying to bury the love deep under the ground. But that love sometimes keep surfacing, budden. Haha, I'm flying without my wings.